i deleted my myspace because it was getting hacked into...it made me sad... :(
but yeah.... im sorry fluffy!!! ill miss our talks comment to comment...and this wont let me acess your blog for some reason...
anyway...has anyone ever felt like they were totally and utterly losing a battle...with themselves? i do... i feel like it doesnt matter how hard i try i might lose this, and it makes me sad, because i kinda like what i am doing. I think maybe I should say what my problem is exactly, but i cant...not on here. I think the best way to put it is that I do have a problem, I thought I had it under control for a while...but then last night I realized I didnt.
the thing about it is, Im okay with it. I want to stop, i know its disgusting, and its painful, but i like the results, and i like controlling the situation. sometimes people have ugly secrets, mine is that I wanted this...
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hey love, im sorry to hear about your myspace..and im dually sorry that its taken me this long to comment on here..ive been insanely busy these last few days....i saw you and dustin driving through wellston the other day..i think it was you guys..i know i saw dustin anyway...but anywho its late and i should be in bed..i just want you to know if you need someone to talk to about your problems im here for you..just call..i swear i wont judge or anything of that sort... well ill talk to you later darling
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